Dance Floor Breakthrough

And as we danced to the music, I felt my body filled with the beat of the music, moving to the rhythm and the beat, moving with her rhythm. I'd never felt so open and free and embodied in a club before. We were probably the only people on the floor for a good half hour and I was completely in that moment, in the music. It felt so relaxed, my hips and body seemed to ride the waves of the music. A completely different experience of dancing than I'd ever enjoyed before.

Of course, it had been years since I'd been on the dance floor. Before the breakthroughs. Before finding Destin Gerek. Before really finding myself. And all this time, I'd never actually gone back to that situation and felt the difference. But I sure felt it now!

I could see people looking at us, and I was connecting in such an open, relaxed, sexy way. I was flirting with my eyes, totally in my element – and a dance floor has NEVER been my element! And especially the only one out there. And me dancing with someone who wasn't my wife and I just didn't care.

This was the most fun I'd had dancing… ever… by a long shot!

All the usual feelings in a club – nervousness, looking around, self-consciousness, neediness, fear – gone. Now I was inspiring others to come out of their shell. I was embodied, in the moment, flirting, I was the center of attention, not because I'm a great dancer but because I was 100% myself and exuding awesome energy.

And in that moment, it dawned on me – this is what I was missing in my life. I've been doing all this stuff to create new energy and NOTHING to get into alignment to express that energy. I want to flirt, I want to connect, I want to play, I want to… dance! And dance I did!

And somewhere on that floor, I experienced a shift, because in that moment I connected with the life I want. I found that flow of energy that is mine. And I'd been standing on the shore, getting good at being really fucking ready, but not getting in the river and experiencing the flow.

And oh, how I've changed! I could've owned that club. Sure, I still don't know what the fuck to say, but neither does anyone else, so just exude good energy, engage in that awesome flirty eye contact, dance, touch and say whatever, nobody's even paying attention to the 7% that's words when the rest of your 93% is rocking.

I knew it, I had already "got it" and had that shift, but MAN, it sure felt good to EXPERIENCE that "getting it." Okay, this is good. Some might say I'm wrong for what I did, but this was right. I finally stopped cheating on myself, and that reunion feels… awesome!!!